About time!

It's crazy, I am 24 years old and I love to write. I don't like to make up stories, but I just like writing about my life. When I was a little girl I thought my life was so horribl,typical thoughts of a kid, so instead of sitting around all day or playing outside I used to sit in my room and write in my diary and listen to music. It was an escape for me. I never really had to many friends outside o school and I really couldn't talk on the phone or receive phone calls like that, so my blights and feelings all went into a journal. That's probably why I don't confide in to many people now as an adult. I have all of these emotions raging inside of me and I want to run and tell someone, sometimes everyone, but I keep it inside. At work today I had a conversation with some people at work,I do hospice care, and they sai to me that they had no idea how I could come into work so happy everyday. The only thing I said was if you knew everything I felt inside you would think I was crazy. Then went on to say how I should talk to someone or see a therapist, but the most important thing was to get the emotions out. Well that was when I came up with the brilliant idea of writing a blog. This way I am able to release any emotion I am feeling, with out feeling I'm bothering anyone(which is one of the reasons I dont confide in anyone), and if people decide to read it that's great, give feedback even better! But if someone doesn't want to hear or see it that's ok. I'm excited to start writing again, it may take me some time to get back in the groove of consistantly writing.... But the way I have been feeling lately I highly doubt that. In my short 24 years here on this earth, I have been through some things, and it seems some of them I can't let go of. Maybe sharing my life with others will help me out. I'm not an angel, but I'm not a bad girl either. I'm just someone who has a hard time accepting some things in life. I'm a single mother, hard worker, and someone who's jut ready for a family. They say I have an old soul, and I think thy are right. Well this is the start to a new beginning. Stay tuned in for more posts from me. Feel free to ask any questions or give advice. Well I'll be back later!!!!