There was this guy......

Ok, so there was this guy when I was in high school, I was in 9th grade and he was older by a couple years. He's tall, dark, and very handsome. Not only was he handsome, he made me laugh and the best part was that we were friends. We started talking, and hanging out all the time. I was really feeling him big time, well one day my mom found out how old he was and told his uncle that she did not want me over there anymore. So his uncle told me I wasn't allowed over anymore. So we stopped dealing with each other like that, but remained friends. Now I am no longer 14, I'm 26 years old, and we still talk and communicate. He doesn't live in my city anymore but we always make sure to have each other's number. When I know he is going through something I try to make sure I check up on him and when I'm going through things he does the same. I consider him to be a good friend, but everytime I'm around him I can't help to get all goofy like. I'm always cheesing, and my stomach does these little jumps. I just got to see him this past weekend after 7 years! And It was like we never missed a beat. I wasn't sure if it would be awkward, or if the feeling would of faded but it didn't. Now that we have both grown, and been in other relationships, I'm thinking maybe it's time we try it out as a couple. I know I may be risking it, but I think it's worth the risk. I think we are both mature enough that if a relationship didn't work out that we could still be friends. And besides I'm a libra and he's a Gemini, so we are like the perfect match :-) I kid I kid, but really I think it's worth pursuing. I have given these guys that have done me dirty chance after chance, questioning their love for me, shit I even questioned if they even liked me. But him we have been friends for years and we click, so now let's see if we click as more than just friends. I'll be sure to keep you updated! 💙