I'm back!

It has been so long since I have posted anything, so many things have happened in my life since 2012 is crazy! But since I will be posting more often, I will have time to tell you all about what goes on in this crazy life of mine. I am now 26 (obviously) a little bit wiser, maybe still a bit naive when it comes to certain things, but I have learned so much! It is now 11:30 at night, so I won't post anything long and crazy, I just wanted to say I'm back. I will be blogging weekly (hopefully I keep up this time) and getting things off my chest. A couple things I would like to address since the last time I wrote anything, number one, me and my mothers relationship has gotten a lot better. Maybe because I finally took my fathers advice. I've learned how to deal with people (her) and I'm really not so sensitive anymore. It's kind of like I have it is what it is attitude. When it's good it's good, and when it's not I stay away. I talk to her daily, she has gotten to witness a bit of what I went through with relationships etc.... So I think that may have helped a bit as well. Or maybe it's just the simple fact that I am getting older and the phase is over. You know, that weird mother daughter rival phase. Well I'm hoping things just continue to go up from here. Next thing I want to address is the fact that I'm still single! Well sort of.... Ok well technically I'm not, but I feel like I am. In my mind. Ugh! If only things could be simple... But then that wouldn't be my life. I will definitely get into what's been going on in my "love" life before the week is out. But this past year has been a big eye opener for me, I've lost friends who, I've learned I can't trust anyone, Gotten closer with my family, and have become more focused on being successful than I have ever been. I have gone through so much, but learned a lot, and the is the reason why I still smile. It could be so much worse. Well I'm going to bed goodnight world...... I love you